softer than water

"Women are like water, you are softer than water... "
a friend from afar said that to me last night, can't get it out of my head...

An exciting moment...

Imagine doing something that you have never dreamt of doing before. For someone who doesnt know anything about motorbikes... ask me what i rode on? Emm.. Honda 600 something?? Red/Black in colour... very smart looking! At 11pm riding down from Chatswood to North Ryde. Going against a cool breeze of an Autumn night. Felt like it was 13 degrees....

I rode on the back of a motorbike for the first time. Me thinking it was similar to the scooters I rode on when I was in Thailand? NOoooo...

As nervous as I was putting on the helmet in the carpark behind "Cha 4 Tea", a bike jacket that I borrowed from E, and a helmet & gloves that J lent to me... I knew I'd be in good hands. It was scary at first trying to balance my bum on the back seat, trying to position myself so I wouldn't fall and figuring out how to hold on to R so that I wouldn't fall and won't affect his driving.

On the first turn right, automatically, I leant the other way. I swear, I didnt mean to do that. I think I was trying to balance myself up. Apparently, thats the worst & most dangerous thing to do. Never again did I do that ! I felt the easiest way to soften my nervousness, my scared body and my fast pumping heart was to just close my eyes and go with the flow. Hugging onto someone who I regarded was an experience driver, someone I trusted and knowing that I was safe. The feeling was sensational !

When we reached North Ryde, getting off the bike & having my feet on the floor, the feeling was even better. My arms were sore from holding on to R .. possibly too tightly....
Felt like my whole body was heated up, sweating abit as well.
Got back into my own CAR.. and boy, i felt light.. i felt safe.. I really felt the benefits of being inside something with a frame & doors.

Then I wondered, why do people like to ride motorbikes?
Not to say I would never jump on the back of a motorbike again, but only if the driver was a particular person, but if i had a choice, it be a car 110% !!

a good heart

For the well-springs of life comes from the issue of your very own heart.

Keep a good heart. That’s the most important thing in life.

It’s not how much money you make or what you can acquire.

True abundance comes from deep within you.

The Holy Alphabet

Although things are not perfect
Because of trial or pain
Continue in thanksgiving
Do not begin to blame
Even when the times are hard
Fierce winds are bound to blow
God is forever able
Hold on to what you know
Imagine life without His love
Joy would cease to be
Keep thanking Him for all the things
Love imparts to thee
Move out of "Camp Complaining"
No weapon that is known
On earth can yield the power
Praise can do alone
Quit looking at the future
Redeem the time at hand
Start every day with worship
To "thank" is a command
Until we see Him coming
Victorious in the sky
We'll run the race with gratitude
Xalting God most high
Yes, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad, but...
Zion waits in glory...where none are ever sad!


"I AM Too blessed to be stressed!" The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor. The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything!

Everything happens for a reason

I believe that its true when people say everything happens for a reason. When people say things happen when its least expected. In a relationship, is it common for people to take each other for granted?
And then realise the importance of the other person when you loose them? or when you realise that the other person has been taken by someone else, you want them back ?
Why don't people appreciate what they have when they have it ?
Why do people make each other go through pain to realise the importance and the love for the other person?
Is it because everyone is selfish in their own way? They often think of themselves ONLY? You only live once. You should aim for the best, but what is the best for you? I think im full of questions tonight, millions and billions of questions buzzing around in my mind...
How can i be guided to make the right decision?

The Power of Flowers

Someone...

Someone likes to talk - Someone doesn't like to talk
Someone doesn't need to be probed - Someone does
Someone is not very caring - Someone is caring
Someone is sweet - Someone is sweet
Someone is dominant - Someone is not so dominant
Someone is open & trusting - Someone is not
Someone is strong minded - Someone is easy going
Someone has a great sense of direction in life, many great plans - Someone has no direction in life and does not know what they want
Someone enjoys to shop - Someone doesn't
Is it hard to find someone who is caring, sweet, honest, truthful, open?
Is it hard to find someone with similar interests ?
No one in this world is perfect, but who is the perfect one for you?

First Entry

I've been thinking whether to start up a blog or not...and i finally decided to do so! Not sure whether i'd be able to keep it going but lets see how it goes.
It's funny how things in life happen and the many different types of people you meet in life.
Some people are DAMN not nice and give you crap - not that you have done anything wrong - you could be just trying to help. Do people actually think who's fault it is before they start yelling at you over the phone?
Do they even realise whether they have called the right company?
Or whether they are talking to the person involved?
How do you cut in to someone who just doesn't stop talking after you've said the word " Hello ..... ", not even a single breath/gap to break into....?
They just yell at whoever is on the other end.. who'll just swallow everything they have heard and move on to doing the next thing on the ' To Do "list...
Is there any job where everything is perfect ? Even if your the boss, owner of a company.. a business.. you'd still get CRAP from customers and staff. What do you do then?
My ultimate conclusion - Just smile.. forget.. and move on to the next thing! It always helps me!