+ 2

With so many uncertainties in life and not knowing what the futures holds, how can you promise anything to someone? I've always been the type of person that wants to know the facts. I want definites. I want confirmations. If you start telling me a story now, i'd like you to finish the story and not leave it half hanging. If I was having an argument with a boyfriend, I would like to have it solved that day, that night, not sleep over it and have it go on for days.

For some reason, i'm extremely happy and comfortable with uncertainties with certain issues that are surrounding me. Before, I would never have been happy and comfortable. It's always either this or that. Never let's just see what happens by the end of the year. Never let's just see what happens by February next year ( my 1 year anniversary in Hong Kong!!hehehe ).

I feel there will be light at the end of the tunnel and that I am somehow guided. "R" reminded me of my 45 minute non stop serious discussion about not wanting to relocate to HK around May last year. I was reminded how firm I was. How I had every reason to back myself t why I wouldn't move. No budging. But then, look what happened. Where am I now?

I don't want to know any answers now. I am VERY happy with things being uncertain because there are so many things I am unsure of myself - maybe Dee, your fortune teller will tell me! hehehe =)

One good thing about HK - Another long weekend in Hong Kong for July 1st celebrations.
Predicted weather forcast - hot hot hot and rain rain rain !!!
Feeling very happy dilly again today with big smiles all around !!!
+2 because I feel i've had a really happy June!! Thank you!!