Thursday, October 11, 2007

Life Complications

As we get older, our lives seem to get more complicated. We have alot more issues to consider such as our families, friends, careers, money and relationships. Things are not as simple as they were when we were still running around in the playground and playing on the see-saw. I wish things could be written out, things could be simple.

I've learnt that there really is only so much you can consider. I've learnt that we need to live life freely and to be as happy as possible. But how can I be happy when I am thinking of you and wishing that you are by my side, watching, supporting me and correcting my decisions. Friends opinions are never ever as valuable as yours. There are so many things that you have once said to me that I realised you are right. You have always thought of the best for me and tried to guide me in the right direction. My stubborness has taken me the opposite direction.

Experiencing and seeing what I have seen in the last 4 years tells me you are right. Your feelings towards certain people, your judgements, your opinons and your reasonings. They are all right. How is wish you were here, right this minute to guide me again.

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